SINGLE LADIESSS!!!

Valentine's Day just ended a few minutes ago and I was stuck in our flat for the whole day, yes you got it right. No need to explain the context sweetheart. lol. I tried to avoid getting into Facebook and Instagram all throughout the day, and man! I survived! haha. Now I kind'a feel sorry for myself. just kidding. So I spent the whole day watching YouTube beauty gurus and Vloggers, til I stumbled thru Weylie Hoang's video about the things she will do this 2014, I know - I know 1st of January sailed for like more than a month now, but it's better late than never, right?
As you see, I got thru a hard breakup years ago, and yes I have gotten over the guy LONG---LONG BEFORE, but the anger had been hanging with me for the past years and boy I was really furious. Good thing I stumbled down to a few blogs til I read Patty Laurel's open letter about love and I realized that I have to let go and forgive those people who have wronged me in the past. YOLO - yeah right. ahaha. I do get to only live once and I came to a conclusion that it's time to let go of the anger, and finally live the life that I should have lived these past few years. I guess maturity took place (My mom's gonna be so proud of me when she finds out!haha)


Now here are the things that I should do --- oh sorry. That I WILL DO (now that sounds more promising. hehe) for the year 2014 :)
1) START BLOGGING ( ehem!)
2) TRY TO CONTROL MY TEMPER AND COMPOSURE ( MOST SPECIALLY TO PASSENGERS AND CREW MEMBERS)
3) LEARN TO BE MORE HELPFUL AND UNDERSTANDING
4) CIVIL SERVICE EXAM
5) READ ATLEAST ONE BOOK A MONTH
6) MAKE AN EFFORT TO GO OUT AND EXPLORE ON LAYOVERS --- NOT TO GO STRAIGHT TO THE SHOPPING MALLS, BUT ATLEAST TRY TO EXPLORE THE CITY, GO
TO THE PARK, WATCH MOVIES, VISIT HISTORICAL SITES.
7) HEALTHY LIVING
8) BE FORGIVING
9) TRAVEL MORE AND THIS TIME --- TRY TO EAT THEIR DELICACIES
10)ALWAYS SHOW YOUR LOVE ONES HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU



Do not look for love. Let love find you. God has His perfect timing, and I tell you, He is never late. Most of the friends that I got sometimes pressure me to settle and just go for it --- and at times I get affected by that pressure, most specially when I turned 24 last yr (ohhh yess!! Pre-Quarter Life Crisis) But it just didn't feel right. I want to say yes, because I want to. Not that I need to. As what Patty Laurel said on her Blog, Don't settle down sa 'PWEDE NA' .  And there was this other quote that I saw in Instagram saying, YOU CAN'T RUSH SOMETHING YOU WANT TO LAST FOREVER --- And I sure am not rushing (anymore) ahaha. Remember when you were younger and believed strongly about Fairytales and at that young age you're so ready to get married at 22 or 23, because you thought that at those age you're mature enough, and saying I LOVE YOU, means happily ever after? ahaha. I had those times, and going back thinking about it, Boy! I wanna cover my face with shame. lol. I said those things when I was 18, Now 24. Man, 'had my first job at 21, as an Airport Ground Staff, then started flying when I turned 22. Now in the present, ofcourse objectives and limits have changed. Maturity is taking in. And I am embracing all the things that are happening in my life. To all the girls out there -- who are single and are still waiting for the right guy to knock on their doors ---Don't be pressured. Take this opportunity to love and know yourself more. Improve your skills, or better yet discover new ones. Meet other people, and enjoy life to the fullest. Do the things that you have always wanted to do, and finally make it to a reality.



To my future lover: (Yes baby, your girl can be as cheesy as a cheese cake --God! did I just say that??)
- I have loved you since then. While waiting on you, I will travel alot --- by the time we meet, I promise to tell you about the journeys that I had been thru, and one day, we could go to those amazing places, I'll try my best to be good on directions, as I tend to get lost alot, so please do bear with me if we get lost on our trips.hehe. I have been pressured lots'a times, but damn, I know that they are not you. I know that saying YES to you is always gonna be easy, and I will wait for that day till I finally say that word. I promise to be more understanding, I do hope that there is an improvement to my cooking(hehe). And no green tea 5 times a day is not too much --- for me. lol. Right now, your girl is trying to learn alot about herself and about the world, she's trying to become a better person (disregard my cuh-raaazzy tantrums) Trying her best to fill in the times she missed when she was not spending it wisely.And once we cross paths--- (it's gonna be love at first sight! joke!!!) or maybe we have already met, I'll be ready. We'll both be ready. Let's be strong for one another, never loose grip to what we have. You are worth the long wait. I'll be seeing you :)